Friday, December 2, 2011

Too Blessed to be Stressed

Every pregnancy is different I imagine.  My emotions are good, just crying a little more these days.  My selfish self is becoming upset with weight gain.  I'm eating normal as I would if I'm not pregnant but craving sweets i.e. orange juice, fruits, cinnamon rolls.  What am I supposed to do about clothes? Jeans?  Obviously don't want to spend a ton of money.  Thank goodness I'll work in scrubs soon.   It's not easy hiding these exploding boobs and ghetto booty LOL, especially working with boys. I'm not depressed about it, but am having a hard time accepting it. It will not get easier, that's for damn sure. However, if I just eat healthy, exercise and know that hubby finds me sexy no matter what, I should be ok. God grant me the serenity!!

I don't feel hungry. I don't feel nauseous. I'm freezing, not hot. I don't feel tired.  Sometimes I wonder if I really am pregnant! But reading the babycenter.com, this is normal.  I am just fortunate to not experience that.  I'm actually quite thankful. I have circulation problems in my right leg.   I felt pain last night and if anyone knows me, they know veins DISGUST me.  So I started crying not because of the pain because it grosses me out.  One time in college when I was a smoker, I called my mom sobbing because I thought I had a blood clot. Thank God I quite smoking years ago (almost 3 to be exact).  So this is the main motivation of exercising. 

Have a great weekend everyone!
Angela <3 <3

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