Monday, August 22, 2011

Beauty Secret: Walk with an invisible crown

Emma Stone quoted her beauty secret is confidence. This hit home because I struggle with poor self body image on a daily basis.  I have had disordered eating and a love-hate relationship with food.  Everyday I battle to get rid of negative, distorted thinking patterns about my weight.  This make me depressed and self loathing.  This makes me weak.

As part of this journey, I plan to "purge" out old emotions, old desires to be sickly skinny.  Besides, my husband loves me for who I am and doesn't mind my curves.  This makes me a woman, not a little girl.  Self acceptance is a what I am working on now.  Loving myself for who and what I am; a mexicana with an hour glass figure.  Like it or lump it, as Kate Winslett would say :) 

It doesn't matter how slim or average or anything way else you are.  Insides matter most to people. Being a good person and showing love and care to others is what counts.  When we learn to be accept and love ourselves, confidence shines through.  Lets walk a little taller today, knowing that each one of us is unique and special in our own little ways.


Con todos mi amor,
Angela

2 comments:

  1. I want to read this entry every day! I struggle with this on a daily basis. I also have a love/hate relationship with food and find it very hard to control my eating. I try to accept myself as I am and realize that beauty comes in all sizes. You are so beautiful in every way, and growing up I would have never imagined you to struggle with body image! It helps to know that everyone has something that they deal with in this way. <3

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  2. I heart you!! And remember, there is a very real crown on our heads; our Father is the King of Kings!
    And He made you more perfect and beautiful than you can fathom; He is awestruck by you!

    And so are Lauri and I :)

    xoxo

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