And it goes a little something like this...

I decided to write this blog as an emotional, mental and spiritual outlet.  My vision has been blurred for awhile, mainly tunnel vision to all the negative things around me.  I need to open my eyes to the beauty of life, to what God has given me and appreciate all I have.  I'm sick of being down in the dumps for things I don't have.  I anticipate what I want for the future while being blind to what I have in this moment.  I have it all in the PRESENT.  That's interesting because God gives us a PRESENT everyday when we wake up in the morning. "Thank you Jesus for this day" I say upon waking. 

To be honest, I have been angry at God for a main reason that has been plaguing me for quite some time.  I have not been to church, but I continue to pray.  I need prayer in my life.  I need God.  I'm here to reflect on life's wonderful gifts, find simply pleasures in new hobbies, and discovery myself again as a happy, pleasant person.  This is my journey, my life.